A Search For..............

Today is fifth day of cny...when i posting this blog,it was at night and i hear sad love song..Fifth day,fifth day,fifth day and it has already past three days from the day i wanted for so long...but it ended up with disappoinment...Recently i always stay at home because no place to go..And this is where i learn the word of lonely..Cant celebrate cny with the one you wanted for so long and year..and it just say try again next year.It will be 700 days if another year again and everything might change..That time will be bai fei...I wish i can return to last year wan chinese new year where we start to know each other..and where we look at each other.........After all,it was just a dream in my mind..Or maybe something has just changed..Everyday full with hope but it turn out to be disappointment at last..and cny is going to pass soon..Maybe i have to wait for another year..but next year cant guarantee also...somehow,there is no fate between us........should i just forget?or should i go own?There is always question mark in life,where we all cant solve it.I dream,I wish and I hope..

Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year has come..well,it didnt come true as i expected..everyday full with hope and disappointment..well,i still got few more days with hope..if really cant meet then i have to wait for a year again..that time maybe everything will change...Today is third day and i at home enjoying..my dream,my hope and wish are related..What can I do?